And he sleeps, worry has taken a hold of me as the days pass that my Kam sleeps. Not a stir or anything he is just there sleeping. I visit his bed side and do what I can to ensure he is well enough. But my powers as a cleric can only reach so far. I am finding difficulty in my profession at the moment knowing I can heal, but not being able to heal this.
Ellyanna has seemed to taken Ill as well. So running between the two has kept me busy as well as my duties in the lands, helping with raids and blessings where I can.
I have found little to no solace in things at the moment and forget to even eat most of the time, if it wasn't for Kenj and a couple others I would probably waste away.
On the brighter side, I was asked to perform a bonding for Kenj and Jehanna. It was lovely and a nice change of pace. Lillya and Bibi both sent me private birds saying how they liked the ceremony I had selected. Kenj was happy with it as well.
As usual I continue my hunt between all that for my last blue blessing. I think it is more a distraction tool I am using right now to refocus myself when I leave their bedsides.

The hunt for my blue crystals is still on.
My blue blessings:
Water Into Wine
Miranda`s Balance
Cory`s Blinding Light
5 blue, 263 dull, 11 gold, 15 orange and 9 red.

I took a trip with Kamada to Iscax for a small vacation. It was cut short by him not feeling well. But with promise of returning soon as he feels better. Kenj has been around a lot lately and my time with him has been great. He keeps me on my toes for sure. But then again what is someone who you consider a brother supposed to do. Valacar my dear brother has awakened and is doing well. I have been spent many marcs helping him train and grow.
The hunt for my blue crystals is still on.
My blue blessings:
Water Into Wine
Miranda`s Balance
Cory`s Blinding Light
5 blue, 234 dull, 11 gold, 14 orange and 8 red.